So, really. Now he will go to the shrink he hated before. Sounds desperate. Why did it take so long for him to finally (?) get how unhappy I am? Oh well, who knows. I can't just come back and say ok all is good now. I love you again and we can make nice. Blech. Not gonna happen. On my end-I just wish we could figure something out so we are both happy. But wait! he is happy. I 'm not sure how. There is no relationship. I am his "mother". He is safe under this roof. Taken care of.
Can't think about it.
Work after a long break for the holidays. Took a while to get into it. Loved the last hour. I love it when it all comes together and feels so right.
A run is what I need. Don't I always tell people that it is the great mood stablilizer. Helps to work out aggression. Or ickiness. But it is like 2 degrees here. Not kidding. Cold. And in the morning it will be colder. Brrr. Treadmill v. outside. Sounds like a no-brainer. But the fresh crisp air. Mmmm. I have the clothes. Then coming back in to warmth. All those endorphines popping in my brain. :) So freaking happy!